Okay! Well once again you only saw one post about the start of something. I kno, I kno I haven't reposted in a while, but here's the catch...I haven't had my computer...Also so much has changed in my life. UPDATE: I sent the Insanity DVD back because it was ENTIRELY too advanced for my level of athleticism! I mean the people in the video were even falling out!! What makes me think I can do it...right??lol...but no, it said if we can't get through the warm up then we need to look for another program...I tried it...and I could barely do the 1st video! I tried and tried and bump it MAYBE the disclaimer was right! So at this point I'm just trying to find a lifestyle change so it'll b easier to be disciplined...I'm looking for a program that better fits where I am...but until then I'm going to SET A GOAL; MAKE A PLAN TO REACH THE GOAL; AND FORGET THE GOAL AND WORK THE PLAN. I know in that plan it includes cardio in the morning!Well we will see!
Attention to other things in my life...I was supposed to be moving to Pittsburgh...I was really excited about the change...sooo....I quit my job, rid my expensive apartment, and ended my BAD relationship. After I did all of this I wasn't so excited about moving anymore and I received an OVERLOAD of signs to stay here in Atlanta. I was stress free, but also homeless(technically speaking) and jobless. But I am at peace. I WAS at peace with myself because I was rid of all responsibility. BUT who isn't comfortable not having responsibilities...?BUT at the same time who is comfortable NOT knowing where their next check is coming from or where they are laying their head tomorrow...? I have family and I have options of places to stay, and right now I am staying with a close friend of my family but they can up and decide they dnt want me there at any given moment...being that I'm not really paying rent. I have worked hard all of my life and I haven't had to depend on anyone since I became an adult. This is NOT a cause and effect circumstance though. It is a circumstance of choice. I choose not to have a job because I do not want2 work hard to be Just Over Broke anymore...I felt like my job was aiding me in being mediocre...I didn't have the discipline or the desire to work just to pay bills and then try to find time to devote to my new business, or my dreams, or anything I truly wanted to do...I have many options but I have decided I want to continue to be free of a mundane lifestyle and I will use this time to contribute to my community, contribute to my OWN wealth through my business(www.ardysslife.com/reshapewithladonna), my health and well being, and make everyday count. God is truly good! Money has been coming from all over the place, because I have still been giving frm what money I have left and it has been coming back triple quadruple fold!!:)
I was thinking about my life and goals...and I was looking at a YouTube video from Will Smith today and what stood out to me was when he said lay one brick at a time. You don't set out and say I want to build this great big wall, you set out to lay each brick as perfectly as possible each day, and before you know it you have this great big wall. That is what I am focusing on today! Laying each brick in my life as perfectly as possible! Before I know it all of these temporary circumstances will be in the past and a foundation to a great future.
p.s. My friends wonder why in the world would I put my business out there like this on the internet??! Like I said I want you to see my struggles and journey with self and life...My story could help someone else out tremendously, people act like they dnt go thru things and like they are perfect...never let anyone know what you're going through...this is true to a certain extent because u leave urself vulnerable to criticism...but guess what I'm one who cares not what anyone has to say! I'm me trying to be a better me!!! BELIEVE THAT! I'm inviting u2my journey... My faith is becoming stronger and stronger each day as I am tested daily...I am embracing every moment up or down because soon...I dnt kno when, but soon I will be skilled in my craft of embracing every aspect of life!
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